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Sunday, July 29, 2012 ||
5:32 AM
because I believe that this except for Him, this is the only constant thing in the world.
true.they are very opposite words but they define and complement each other
it has been a long time
a long time since i last broke my vow: my vow to be careful of my self
so far, things are doing okay
but they are not what i expected to be, they are quite different, they are unprecedented
it's okay, though. i'm getting used to it
it just took time
time alone and time with people
time of silence and time of loudness
time of humility and time of arrogance
i don't know what to do anymore, i say
but every time i regret it, i still do it.
my mind's a blur
and so is the future
thus, i write and write and write
until i'm left with no words to utter
drama? is this drama?
i think not
what genre then?
well, i cannot figure it out
again, it's too blurred right now
but i guess things will change
sure, because we are people
and i am one of them
hope is my only hope
and light will soon turn me on
so i now start
i begin with the things i never began
i finish the things i never finished
and continue the things i gave up on
there's always a rainbow tomorrow
that rainbow i anticipate every time i wake up
but it does not give that much delight to me anymore
for shadows resist to show them
but i still fight
i still commit my faults
but i fight
and that is more important
for i know what is right
and i'm still human at heart
