Why is it that behind every smile, there's always a sad face in response?

I thought we wanted to be happy for each other?

That after this, we would settle for each other's dreams?

What happened?

It was then that I realized that perhaps, we were thinking that the past wasn't good enough, that we were in a hurry to move on, and that our smiles signaled that we have moved on so fast, that the past wasn't worth it to be mourned for, that whatever was between the both of us before wasn't significant at all, that nothing mattered then. 

Well, to tell you the truth, until now I'm still struggling to let go of the past.

 It is that hard to forget. 

In fact, I don't want to let go.

But I have to. I must because it's the right thing to do.

You know, I still can't believe it.
I have to admit. I had regrets. I got careless. I got strongly driven.
But it was only on those times that I felt happy and cared for.
I felt secured knowing that you were there beside me.
Telling me that you won't leave me was enough for me to fight all my weaknesses.
So thank you. Indeed, thank you.

I know that we're somehow wavering these days.
Brought by our past, I know it's hard to deal with each other right now.
It's good that we're trying. It seemed like we're still holding on to our words.
I just hope that those words aren't empty.
We're slowly recovering and I hope that it could do us good because I believe that in His time, everything will heal.

Don't worry, I will continue to pray for us.
I wish the two of us well.
Wherever this relationship might take us, I know that it is His plan.
I hope that you continue to be the champion you are. Don't forget that I'm behind you all the way. 

I know that you will be happy with His guidance. Accept Him in your life and I know that you will truly be happy.
I could only hope for the best.
Kudos my friend.
Congratulations to us.
I hope to meet a new but same old you very soon.

Yes, I do miss you. Everyday 'cause you are my best friend.