please, don't tire yourself. i'm sad seeing you like that. you've changed. i'm not the only person who noticed, trust me.i don't know what happened but i hate it 'cause it's keeping me away from you. suddenly, the person whom i've shared my life with for a long time, is now a stranger in my eyes. i know you want something badly but i don't blame you for that.i know you're capable.i believe in you.it's just sad that things should happen this way.i blame myelf. i'm sorry.i really am.