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a synopsis of some special experiences
an aftermath of joys and struggles
and a piece of the world within me

the name is IVY
an unimportant fact

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extra! (instant popularity).hha!
Sunday, June 28, 2009 || 5:15 AM

woohoo!extra!:p

CLICK!

my newest movie.
nyahaha!
:)

stupid me in fb!
|| 4:55 AM



askin' me if i have one???
of course, everybody has one.
it's the latest craze of my friends today
"an international conqueror"
"a fashioner of the future"
"a breakthrough in the cyber world w/ lots of features connecting people around the world"
chat, twit, upload, share,play,update,grab,steal,create,edit,comment,request...you name it.
facebook has it!

one thing: I DON'T KNOW HOW!!!

tssk.yahyah.you can laugh now.
i understand.it's really embarrassing.i hate it too.but i don't get bothered.
'cause i know that i'll learn it in time.i just don't know when.
well, i hope it'll be sooner 'cause i don't want to get left behind.
facebook, here i come!hha.

(buti pa c lola, mrunong mgfacebook...magsuperpoke...and everything...ako hndi.wahhahah!)
- "lola@bayandsl wannabe"

choco-luvah!
|| 3:24 AM

(i thank God i have you...)



CHOCOHOLICS ASSOCIATION
founded on December 21, 2006
now on our 30th monthsary

the chocoholics themselves:

charmaine manalang
jacqueline meghann eleazar
jenny ibasco
veronica page chavez
razzina micah padilla
renille panambo
carmela francia eleazar
carmela mayor
rizza marie an
catherine imperial
and the newbie ---> me!

getting sweeter and sweeter every time even at bitter moments...

[i had the greatest time with them ever last june 26, 2oo9 - great...because for the first time, i felt the essence of having a "barkada"...i've never felt so welcomed and loved before.it was at that time that i felt that i would never be alone.[whhaa..too emotional huh??.tssk]

now that we are being trembled by ridiculous issues which affects much of our members, we come together to support one another.we talk it out and have ourselves feel composed after the conversations.as i realize it, because of what's happening, CA's spirit has become stronger && closer.i may hate the person who did this to us, but thanks to him, we are as intimate and inseparable than ever.

"whatever YOU do, we're not afraid...'cause we have each other for always"

[now, i know...i made the right choice]
they really are heaven sent.

ILYSM CHOCO!
aja!
xd

late birthday greetings!part 2
Saturday, June 27, 2009 || 11:24 PM

6/21/o9


CATHERINE F. IMPERIAL

aka. "my bff" + abf
kyasarin_0821
cathy, cath, cath, kate, kit, kitkat [we're fond of calling her names:p]
CHOCOHOLIC, PG, apyhlahdo, founder of the "angkan ng mga puting kuneho", gee-emo, bess, nakx gurl ni shyboy[ayiii!]
my ONLY "heart doctor" - [ang puso!]
antares, xenonian, dlmo president, soon-to-be-eic
a GREAT companion
loyal, CARE-ful, occasionally neurotic, violent[??],totally unpredictable
"haggardness is the key to success!"
AJA!xd


belated HAPII BIRTHDAY CATHY!!!
(thanks for all!)
"i won't be me if not for you."

may God continue to shower you with blessings 'cause you deserve them.remember, anything is possible with HIM.just have faith.

we'll always be by your side!promise!

LESDANTRIU!!!<3

late birthday greetings!
|| 7:01 PM

[motto of my life: it's better late than never!woohoo!]


this is GERMAN CELERES
one of my closest, "bheztest", and dearest boy-friends
bandleader, singer, dancer, actor...for short, the ULTIMATE PERFORMER
bhezt, mcdo, choi, hot choco boy, xenonian
nice, friendly, energetic, always cheerful, patient, good-looking, appealing
suuupppeeer-GEEMAN
the birthday boi
belated HAPII 16th BURTDEI GEEMAN!

...wishing you good health, long life, and more energy para mas HAPPY!

[rmmber...God is with us always.trust HIM!;p]

"hearts to you mcdoq!"

birthday blowout
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 || 11:50 PM

6/2o/o9

today's german's big bday treat to 16 of his dearest friends.(note:i am one of those.hha.)

here's are our hang-out experience:

1. San Francisco Church - the meeting place.[...was the first one to be there.i should get an award for punctuality!note:it was burning hot outside!]
2. Emall - second meeting place.[i waited long just to see most of them cooling themselves in the mall.pfft.]
3. Mcdo - geeman's favorite fastfood chain.[everyone was treated with the 5o-peso chicken fillet w/rice.i, on the other hand, ate half of a large serving of fries:]
4. SM City Naga - everybody's mall!.[we're free from fare!weeee!]
THANKS for the BLOWOUT GEEMAN!
advance hapii bday!

5. micah, jess, & me accompanied each other as we went home. micah joined me in attending my first Carribean Mass at st. john the evangelist church.that was 6pm already. good friends - miriam, ryan, aries, herbert, and my cousin - was also there.[it's just wonderful to praise God with your friends]

...at the end of the day, i went home very exhausted but i didn't mind it. all i can remember was that i had GREAT FUN!

i miss him:c
|| 9:17 PM

[it's better late than never c:]6/21/o9

HAPPY FATHER's DAY to ALL the FATHERS in the WORLD!

"One father is more than a hundred schoolmasters."

"FATHER...a fellow who has replaced the currency in his wallet with the snapshots of his kids."

LOVE them 'cause you'll only have them for once.:c

("Old as she was, she still missed her daddy sometimes.") - so true.

i MISS you PAPA.

- [wished you never left]

the "me" returns...
|| 8:55 PM

my apologies to my readers...

it's been a while that i haven't updated you with my life.sorry.i've been quite busy with my priorities - getting my life fixed.i'm working on it so there's no worry to fuss. luckily, my schedule is a bit loose today. *ffwhew*

i've been getting requests lately. so, due to consistent public demand, your very own cute blogger is again back to the blogging world to give you some of the latest happenings in the kingdom of insanity.

hang on to your seatbelts [if there's any.hha]

long weekends
Friday, June 19, 2009 || 5:54 AM

weee!i'm currently experiencing the good life of being free from the brain-cracking, nerve-wrecking scary concept of the stress-and-pressure related word, "school".

our vacation will last for four days this week (while we had 3 days the last tym).i hope it'll continue its pattern.next one would be 5.[hha]but i think it's quite impossible now.i feel it.next week would be the formal start of the 5-day-straight routine of classes.quite disappointing but it's reality.

thinking of school gives me the creeps.i better prepare 'cause i might get the "back-to-school-shocks".

AJA NAGUENIANS!

kookyboot
Thursday, June 18, 2009 || 10:44 PM

[my robotics adventure]

we were invited by the bicol science centrum to attend a robotics seminar last june 17 at 1-5 p.m.i am joined by my not-so-funny friend nathaniel, and my instant-kachikahan-at-katawanan close friend, herbert together with our pisiks teachers, sir jonatz && ma'am dy, with edmaren,dinnex, and travis [juniors].yey!we were excused from class.bad part is, we need to catch up with the missed lessons.tsk.anyways...

we rode a padyak, paid four pesos, registered, and finally sat down for the seminar.other schools were there too.usi,unc,ncf, and other schools (elementary & hs) whose names are not that memorable.

i was shocked as i saw the big banner hanging infront of us as it shown the name of Mr. Sevedeo J. Malate - my big brother's coach on robotics at pisay.i no longer doubted.i knew before that mr.sev is the best man to do the job for he had already topped on numerous national competitions on robotics - the reason why they always compete outside the country. he's part of the reason why my brother reached china and getting such unexpected fame.

of course, i wasn't ignored - being the sister of his former apprentice.[hha.instant popularity!]

we started at about 2 p.m. 'cause of too much delays.[filipino time].he started showing us some of his robots namely 'table cleaner robot', robodog, 'tribot', the 'jellyfish-looking robot', 'six-legged robot' and my favorite KOKEYBOT (koo'ky-boot as pronounced my mr.sev but should be ko'key'bot).Mr. Sev, as I would admit, has weird pronunciations. it was really a laugh having something to pick on somebody.but i'm not making fun of him.it's just that it's simply funny.he unusually pronounces words like...
there are more but i prefer not to air them anymore.as i said, i'm not making fun of him or whatsoever.i'm just fond of it.i still have my respect to him and i won't play jokes on a 3-time national champion and world robotics participant.hat's off to you sir sev!

well, the exciting part of our seminar was having to manipulate the robots on ourselves.i find it really easy.even elementary children could do it.it's as simple as one, create your own program; two, download it; then three, run your robot.it's as simple as that!.

after the seminar, the school - headed by sir jonatz - is now planning to join and catch-up on the competition on robotics on October.we're still bothered by the RCX programmable brick property which disappeared from it's compartment.the RCX is the one where the program is being the downloaded for the robot to run.it's the most important part of all, and yet it's the one which got lost.[damn it!i'll curse its thief!]

now, we are just looking forward to sending letters to certain people for them to agree in sponsoring the school with a robotics kit worth P39,000. our hopes are really mountain-high.wish us luck!

[writing this makes me remember the movie "ROBOTS"]

now playing...6/16/o9
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 || 7:02 AM

knock you down

knock you down (keri hilson feat. kanye west, ne - yo)

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Align Center
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You were always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

untitled...
|| 4:32 AM

here's the story...

just when i thought my day would be perfect, things suddenly got ugly.

*RED is stop.GREEN says go.YELLOW means slow down.*
early in the morning, or as i would say, LATEr in the morning, i experienced the most agonizing 20 minutes of my life - being stucked along liboton st. because of TRAFFIC.i didn't expect that it would be that tortuous.i nearly bursted 'cause of extreme anxiety - to get late for class.i would blame this to those traffic officers who are so stupid and lame in managing the traffic.and imagine, they were already two of them but they could not fix the traffic.i loathe them!ARGH!.

good thing God was generous to save me from shame.i still managed to catch the morning bell. the rain - a blessing in disguise.weeee!

*stupid*
it wasn't a day of luck for me - such a disappointing day for challenging my academic skills.
:(

*good news*
hha.wat a day!just when i thought i attracted all the bad vibes in the world, it was a relief knowing that there really is a silver lining behind those gray clouds.let's celebrate!a 4-day vacation for us!CHEERS!

*asimo*
weeee!so glad that i was invited by sir jonatz for a seminar on ROBOTICS tomorrow together with bert && nathaniel.i'm already excited - looking forward for tomorrow's event!if i see asimo there, i'l get his autograph.:]

*ffwhew!*
as my ordinary day in school ends, it's a nice thing i feel stress-free - which, for a long time i desired to experience. i look positively on things now compared before.it's really pleasing.i love it.i'm now becoming MYSELF.



now, i'm already looking forward for tomorrow.i hope life would offer me more of the best in the world.i would love that!.

now playing... - o6/15/o9
Monday, June 15, 2009 || 9:26 AM

i miss you [miley cyrus]

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]
I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)

me and my shadow
|| 7:32 AM

how weird.i'm alone but i'm enjoying it.

i think God really made me like this - a person who loves solitude - contradicted by the aged quote,"no man is an island".ironically, i believe in it but what is happening to me is otherwise.

i'm not emo!.please, i'm not that suicidal!it's just that...

"i could be myself.i could think of things beyond my wildest dreams.my mind seems to create this portal where the world is on my possession.i receive peace of mind.i have freedom."

don't get me wrong.i'm not saying that being alone is a desirable thing to do.having people around you is still far better.however, i'm different from you.you're not a freaky && dummy alien like me![well, i hope so].we have different perspectives and it stays like that.

saying these things, i could now consider myself crazy.don't you think so??yeah.i also agree.another attack of my disease i bet.i think, i just needed medical attention!and fast![hha].

anyone care to help???for donations, you can contact the nearest alienated space station to your residence.

[but truly, i enjoy it...a lot!]

two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one
Saturday, June 13, 2009 || 7:19 AM

i don't know why i'm posting this.maybe it's just another effect of the 'lunaticus idioticus' virus soon to become an endemic disease.

thanks to the newly weds i saw earlier, they inspired me to suddenly think about my future plans.

talking 'bout WEDDINGS!.omg!i'm stil young!no!.my parents are strict.*laughs*

i know it's still on the other edge of the world for me to think about "getting married" at this moment. however, time flies!wake up people!we need to plan ahead instead of crammin' .am i ryt??ryt!

here are a FEW of my UNDEMANDING requirements:

*venue*
- a cathedral wedding starting at the 2 pm or at the time when my fiance proposed.aweee!the date would depend.i won't tell it this early.but i have a date in mind.hha.

*wedding gown*
- one-piece, floral-white tube-top or a shoulder length sleeve-like V-shaped orientation of the top with full-beaded pink and peach puff embroideries up to the tail similar to vector-like designs with utmost length of 9 meters paired with the veil of snowy-white transparent fabric, with embroideries of pink and off-white florals, and linen/translucent ghost white elbow/wrist-length gloves.

*theme*
- the color palette to be followed ranges from white to baby pink to peachy yellow with a dash of other shades of pink to hot pink. roses and tulips for the flowers.white linens along the corridors and a darker shade of pink fabric for the aisle.plus pink and white balloons && pink fireworks! [is there such thing?anyway, scientists would help think of a way.]

*participants*
- i want them to look as uniform as possible - all wearing the same dresses for the ladies that'll partake, as well as similar tux and coats for men.but what's important is that all of my loved ones are complete on my special day.and that's a requirement!

*reception*
- a party-like reception in a place where the ambience is nature-loving and refreshing - a plus point on the fountains, falls, and other breathtaking infrastructures. i'm also thinking of a beach reception...take a night swim after!*splash*

*giveaways*
- cute, perky souvenirs.well, that would have to depend.it's should be timeless. since i still have no idea when i'l get married, let's leave it hanging for now.

*vehicle*
- i'm fine with a white limo...as long as it's oversized.

*bridesmaid*
- my bestest friend of all

*best man*
- my groom would have to decide

*GROOM*
- the LOVE of my LIFE.(no requirement needed)

*BRIDE*
- of course it should be ME, you nuts!

*all are ignored as long as i'm the happiest bride on earth on my day - similar to be the story of a princess on her own fairytale.*

what a crazy thing!i'm just 15!hello??!

but we'll never know.things come and go.who'd know when will prince charming find my glass shoe. or when will i accidently eat the poisoned apple. or even when will i be pricked with the toxic spindle and fall fast asleep for years???

sure thing is...there's someone for everyone...and God needs them to come to Him and be blessed for the rest of their lives.

(hha.too much drama.chill people!i ain't getting married yet!i'm just DREAMING)

peace be with you
|| 6:36 AM

i just returned from attending the mass at St.John the Evangelist Church.

it was for once that i felt like i was one with the Lord.i don't really know what happened to me.i acted weird...i was stunned.stopped - like a new,blessed soul entered my being.woah!.am i that atheistic?i'm not sure.but the only thing that's sure for now is that i'll try my utmost best to continue this good deed.in fact, i learned a lot from the homily - very enlightening!

i was with marion (the "pasimuno") and my cousin,yves, (we are in the same boat).we left at four p.m. but the mass started at five 'cause there had been an interruption of a couple w/c had been united in God's hands once again.the cathedral was colored yellow and red - colors i might consider old and out-of-style.but the cute part was the balloons and the party poppers - felt like little children!.[peace there newly weds.]...(further elaboration on this topic will soon follow)

while strolling along the streets of naga, i told myself that i would try to invite more friends to this activity of ours.it would be delightful for persuading the other children of God towards His kindness.

just tell me if you wanted.let's fix our schedules.

picnik downloader
Friday, June 12, 2009 || 11:00 PM

buttering sandwiches...growing grass...fluffing clouds...painting sky...floating kites...coloring flowers...laying blanket...cueing bird songs...picking blackberries...stealing picnik basket...sprinkling dew...planting trees...warming breeze...blooming blossoms...applying sunscreen...

how cute!

these are the cute little phrases flashed by the downloader of picnik.com (where you can upload, create collages, and fancy them up).

nothing...i just wanted to post them.:]

a chock-full of thumbs up!
|| 9:10 PM

here's a tribute to my idols!

THE ULTIMATE BLOGGERS!(the blogger review edition)
they are some of my closest friends who enjoys the benefits of the computer age.i'm thankful that i have them.they make my virtual and real world a lot more TECHY!

"i love my computer 'cause my friends live in it."





i'm clueless
|| 8:01 PM

I'M STILL CLUELESS.

i'm clueless of what to write.i can cry now.

how ironic.thoughts seem to come and go.they come when i'm not on the mood to blog and they go when my fingers and the computer buttons are just about to get in-contact.is it just coincidence or am i just jinxed?(it's reasonable anyway)

it's 11:o6 a.m. on my clock.so??what's with it?wah!i'm getting crazy!*laughs*

i have a lot in mind ryt now...so much to do!fit for a workaholic like me...business addict...job freak and whatever you call those people who enjoy wasting their life - not enjoying the colorful world of laziness.just imagine how geeky i am.i write them on paper!all of them are planned, like putting your life in a planner.am i just paranoid or what?!

i'm leaving today.off to church.:]-good thing i still have a piece of nice stuff in mind.it's been my promise...[a long,long,long,long...too long ago for you to know and for me to remember] that i'll put some time for attending mass, at least once a week.unfortunately, i wasn't given the attitude to fulfill that promise making me a bad,bad person not to be looked upon by little children.i was stopped - astonished by my ugly, sinful conduct. a friend gave me some counsel.not for long, i was enlightened.right then and there that i realized i was so selfish of my time; that i was so ungrateful for the one who'd given me this wonderful life...the life i loved.and so...here i am.ready to leave my old,unreligious life and saying hello to a life under His grace.i guess, after these, my life will be way out-of-confusion...*happy*

*cut the drama!*you can laugh at me now.hha.i'll join you!

i'm looking forward for this day.i'm excited for the time ahead.weeee!

well, i'm still clueless and that stays.it's a good thing i had wrote something in here.yey!cheers for me!and for you too!i guess wasn't jinxed at all.

i still have more to tell later.for now, let's get our tummies full.eat your veggies!

ttfn!

*CLICK*